It can be quite dispiriting when something you have worked on for ages fails but the best thing about science is that you can always try a different experiment.
I can honestly say in my ten years working in industrial chemistry, I never once felt that I made the wrong career move. Everyday is exciting and a challenge and I feel good that I know I am making a real difference. I always think, what if this was a member of my family receiving this treatment and that spurs me on to keep working hard.
Sometimes… It can be really difficult when things don’t work, or your research is so challenging it seems impossible. Sometimes I get sad when I have a bad day and think “What’s the point, who will use my reaction anyway?” but that’s just one side of research. It can be long and difficult. When I ask myself “what’s the point” I have to remember that all research is important, no matter how small- I am adding to the knowledge we have as humans. Maybe someone will be inspired by my work to come up with their own Nobel-prize winning idea, maybe I will get my reaction to work really well if I work extra hard, and it will turn out to be really useful. Sometimes being a scientist means dealing with failure, and using your creativity to come up with new solutions, or to ask new questions.
I really like science, and I when I think about not doing it- that makes me feel even more sad!
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